I'm 21 now.

it's been a whole two days.
it freaks me out. 

I feel like I need to go out and start living my life.

but I'm not sure what to do exactly. 

I've been saying "I'm only 20. there's no rush"

but now I'm 21, and even though I'm still a baby, I am starting to feel the pressure.

the pressure of finishing school.

and choosing a career that I can support a family with.

putting a ring on this 'ole finger of mine. 

but heaven knows im not ready for any of that. 

I've learned a lot this past year.

a lot of really hard, heart breaking, knock you down lessons.

but I think thats becoming the difference lately.
I'm not just making mistakes, but finally learning from them.

hopefully i'll start learning a bit faster.

I'm very thankful for all the people I have in my life.

I am more blessed than I could have ever hoped to be. 

I have the worlds best family, seriously, they're amazing. 

I'm growing up. Slowly, but surely. 

Happy Tuesday Guys.

wow. this post turned out to be a lot more serious than i had originally planned.
yeah, thats all.